Monday, July 21, 2008


Well I am starting to trust God and pray to him even thought I am still angry. I feel as though I was giving him a time-out for Tred's death. I am still angry and he was the person I could blame because he was supposed to protect us. I guess I am very thankful to have everyone and everything I have, I just want to blame someone for Tred dying and God was the available party to be angry with. Yes, I believe in God and I hope he can forgive me for being so angry with him, but that doesn't mean that I am still angry for having to deal with my children, husband and myself being sad and having a gaping hole in our hearts.

We Love you Tred!!!!

1 comment:

MartinCrazies said...

You have every right to be mad at god. I'm mad at him all the time. I know my issues don't even compare to yours, but everyday things make me question what his plans are. Just keep on praying and trusting and eventually you will find some answers.