Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Feeling sad today.

Today was one of those tough days. I just felt sad from the moment I woke up until now. I wish I could turn off that sad switch. Better yet, I'd like to just erase the pain from my body and mind. I went to my support group today and my gosh, it was so hard. I cried so much my body aches. Just remembering everything that happened and the things the kids have said just make me overwhelmed. I am hoping DH comes with me next time, it's very exhausting.

Missing you baby Tred.

3 comments:

becomewhatyouare said...

I am praying for you today. I know how hard this loss is, how unfair, it seems, that a stupid virus can turn our lives upside down, change it forever. I promise it will not be this raw forever.

Just know that a mom in Texas, who understands your loss all too well, is praying for you today.

its.me.heather said...

Thinking of you girl. Allow yourself bad days - that is only normal. You just can't allow yourself to have a bad life. We all have days that just suck ass dont beat yourself up over them.

Call me :-) We need to start working on that plane ticket :-)

becomewhatyouare said...

just came back to check on you. still keeping you in prayer.