Friday, June 26, 2009

Hurt

I am so sad and hurt that I am unable to tell people my feelings without feeling guilty. I am trying to heal this horrible aching in my heart. I've decided it may be better to just keep my feelings to myself because now all i've done is upset people with telling them how I feel. I guess the saying is true. You're damned if you do, you're damned if you don't.

Missing you every day Tred and Talya!

5 comments:

Mirne said...

Who are you hurting??? Should these people be hurt by your pain and honesty??? Have they lost children too?? Do they know your pain? What is their hurt??

If they are just being "sensitive" I say - stuff them. This is about your pain -- not about other people's sensitivity.

heidi said...

Who are you talking about, who is upset by this and how do you know this. I say if they don't like the things you are feeling, then the hell with them, you need to deal with this in what ever way that helps you and makes you feel better, and if they do not want to listen to you or your feelings, then screw them, you have enough people who are about and love you and that will listen and support you in whatever way possible, you just weed out the ones that can't understand or be supportive, that's what I think you should do! Everyone deals with grief their own way, so you deal with the way that you can, and do not hold things in, we went through this before and it did not get you anywhere...

Sarah said...

:( Angie. I think that you need to do what is best for you, and do not worry what others think. If someone cannot understand that you need to get your true thoughts and feelings out without "tiptoeing" around what you really want to say - then oh well. :( It makes me sad that people think there should be a right or a wrong way for you to deal with your losses... how can they be upset when you are the one who has gone through hell?

Im sorry if this is rambling. Hugs to you momma.

Sarah

bir said...

Sending you much love Angie xx

Tina said...

Angie, always know that you can express your feelings to anyone. It won't do you any good to keep everything inside. I'm here when you need to vent.