Wednesday, November 10, 2010

I'm just sad

I ended up going to the dr. and they had to up my meds.  I hate that I need to depend on medication to feel happy.  I feel even worse that my poor kids have to deal with me.  I love all my kids so much and miss them when I don't see them.  I got a new job and have been sad at the fact that I am not able to be home when they get home.  I miss tht time I have with them before they have their sports.  I miss everything.  I had to leave work yesterday becuase I was sick and I am sick again today and have not stopped crying.  I hate being alone here at home and hate that my little guy is going to day care, I just hate it.   I miss them when they are at school, I miss them always.  I wish I had more friends, I wish I could spend more time with my husband.  I just am so sad.


4 comments:

Sarah said...

I think of you often Angie. I am sorry.

Annie said...

(Hugs) So sorry you've been having such a rough time. It's horrible being in a empty house and knowing there SHOULD be sweet little ones running around. The silence hangs so heavy.

Jen said...

Thinking of you!

Jen

~W~ said...

((((((BIG HUGS)))))) Keeping you in my thoughts and prays. Praying that God will meet you at the point of your need.....