Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Can we just erase days.

I really wish I could erase some days. I am having a hard time with how things are going in my life. I was never a big person and I am now. I have tried to stay on a diet but I feel of a few weeks ago. I have gained 2lbs which isn't a lot but it's a lot to me. I wish their was a pill that would just make me thin, or a pill that would stop me from wanting to constantly eat. If I had a baby I wouldn't be eating all the time, I'd be chasing babies all over the house. Why are eating and emotions tied together. I have picked up a few things that I just haven't been able to do because I just can't get my damn mind organized. F&*( you food and the emotions that come with it.

Alright now that I got that out, I do really need to figure out how to set up an exercise routine. I have become a fat, lazy non-caring person that really just doesn't give a shit, but I know that won't get me very far. Where do I begin.........


3 comments:

Jill said...

XO

Annie said...

I can totally relate to not being able to get your mind organized. As for the food/stress issues, I wish I had an answer (my hubby is the same way - aaauggh!!). Biking could be a fun, low-impact way to burn some calories. If you're in the Metro (I know we're in the same state, but don't know how close) there's a fun ride in August - it could be fun and motivating to have a goal like that. I can send you more info if you'd like.

Lynda said...

Angie I'm right there with you and just started my diet and its hard, its really really hard but I know its better for me to be healthy and be around for my children that are still here than the opposite. Good luck and feel free to send me a message if you'd like to talk!