I am not sure where to go from here. I have no idea what I am supposed to do with my life. Everything was planned when I was pregnant with Tred. I was going to stay home and do daycare. I have since stopped doing daycare. Tred passed away and I was going to stay home until E was in school. We found out I was pregnant and things were going according to plan again. I would stay home and possibly start daycare again so I could raise the new baby. Then the horrific day came and Talya passed away. Again our plans were ripped from us and now I have no idea what to do with myself. I feel as though with the babies passing I lost myself. I don't even know who I am anymore. What do I stand for? I feel so empty that feel bad for my children having to see me so sad everyday.
I wish their were more support groups in MN. Yes I don't mind talking to my friends and families about my babies but I really want to talk to other people that have experienced what I have. I know it's a long shot, but it's something that I would like to have.
*SIGH*
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Hello Angie,
It's me...Sue.
I know a woman that experienced a loss a year ago December.
I met her through NILMDTS when I was called in to photograph their "Aliah".
She very much wants to become a parent advocate and would welcome the
opportunity to speak with you.
I know many moms in your place and could connect you when you are ready.
Also, the Now I Lay Me Down To Sleep site has a forum for women just like you. I know you would find
it helpful, comforting and a blessing.
Get out in your Garden! :)
Sue
Call me anytime babe...
I wish had some comforting words for you Angie. We are always here for you and love you. (((hugs)))
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